Final's

I havent gotten much of an opprotunity to get my Blogs pumped out lately due to my upcoming Final's. I cant believe my first semester is finaling coming to an end. I truly have had hundreds of moments when I thought I wasnt going to make it... when I thought I was insane for taking college on right now.

I had to take college on right now. Three babies are expensive, but having two of those three babies with developmental delays is even more expensive. I may not pay for daycare, but I pay for special equipment and medical bills and meds and gas... and soon daycare for Moose while the 2 little ones have therapy 4 times a week. I need college, because I need a job... and I need a job I can do from home.

Many people can bring thier children to daycare while they go to work. I cannot. Even the baby's Pediatrician says it is out of the question. As for Moose in daycare... gives me extreme anxiety. I hate it. I cant explain in words why I am this way, I just am. I have so little trust for strangers it is unreal.

Back to my vent about Final's. I am studying my rear off, but they are fast approaching. Enough said.